Saturday, June 14, 2008
haiz...my r/s has been screwin up alot recently...actually i'm really tired frm a bz day but still i haf chose to take some time here to blog...with determination...wat is tiredness??? y do i always mess ppl's life up? y do i always screw ppl's beautiful life? y is it always me destroyin ppl when i sld be de 1 to be destroyed? AARRGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!! i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry....sorry i made u lie...made u go against ur conscience so much dat i believe u live in guilt...made u drift away from ur family...sorry for appearing in ur life at such a wrong time dat i caused so much to change w/o knowin...now i dunno if i sld wait till de day comes where u can't take it den ask me to leave...or sld i jus destroy myself now...haiz...i'm too negative n emotional to continue...i'd better sign off n go turn in le...good nite world...to some1 hu managed to change my life...thanx for everythin...if not for ur nagging my mama n i wld still be always mad at each other...if not for u i wldnt gif my best n felt confident on stage today...thanx
Beautiful Intentions | 11:09 PM
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