I hate my temper....i really do....been tryin not to lose it but dunno y recently it's comin back agn...n it seems like it's gettin worse than before...i throwed my temper at the whole world and even threw my fone in the car against the window...hai...i really hate myself...the only thing stopping me from gettin rid of a bastard like me from this world is the fact that if i killed myself...my family wun benefit cus then they wun be able to claim any insurance money...

My life was a mistake from the start...i was a fucked up child who only created trouble for my family...spent my Mama's fortune on feeding me till i'm so fat and ugly....had the worst temper out of all the siblings....put ppl's life to a halt by intruding into their lives which cause them to be unable to find a proper bf...make mama angry cus of my stupid temper....i'm jus a screwed up person....may god pls let me die at work tml...i'll be grateful....

Sorry to the world and ppl i gave trouble too...i still love you all...even my doggies....but i dun deserve life wif such a temper...
Beautiful Intentions | 7:16 PM